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  • The vanishing world of India’s street magicians

    The vanishing world of India’s street magicians

    ### Fading Magic: The Slow Death of India’s Traditional Street Performance Tradition

    In a cramped, modest home in Delhi, 55-year-old Ishamuddin Khan, one of India’s most celebrated street magicians, still can pull off the legendary illusion that made him an international name: making a rope appear to levitate and rise skyward. For decades, he has toured the world performing this trick, once dismissed as nothing more than myth, and keeps mementos of his fame—yellowed newspaper clippings and faded photographs—in his home. Today, however, the days of packed public performances are long behind him, and he spends more time reminiscing about his glory days than practicing his craft.

    “Street magic is dying a slow death. It is on a ventilator,” Khan observes, a bleak assessment that mirrors a widespread crisis across India’s community of traditional street performers. For generations, magicians, jugglers, puppeteers, and acrobats earned their living drawing crowds in busy public squares and marketplaces. But shifting cultural trends, evolving entertainment habits, and growing regulatory restrictions have gutted their audiences, pushing countless artists to abandon their ancestral crafts entirely.

    Khan hails from the Madari community, a ethnic and cultural group with a centuries-long lineage of public performance rooted in Indian folklore and mythology. While there are no official government counts of remaining Madari performers, community records indicate roughly 400 Madari families still reside in Delhi, with hundreds more scattered across Uttar Pradesh, Rajasthan, and Telangana. As historian Ashok Mathur explains, the performance skills of the Madari people have been passed down orally through family lines for countless generations—a tradition that is now at risk of breaking.

    Like his ancestors before him, Khan learned the art of magic from his father and uncles, giving his first public performance at just 12 years old. By his early 20s, he had mastered the iconic Indian rope trick, an illusion long written off as an impossible myth: the trick involves making a rope rise vertically into open air, after which a young boy climbs the suspended rope before disappearing. After six years of relentless practice, Khan debuted the trick publicly in 1995 near Delhi’s iconic Qutub Minar monument. Two years later, he performed it for a crowd of 30,000 on a Karnataka beach, a performance that caught the attention of international media and opened doors for performance tours across the UK, France, Germany, and Japan.

    Khan had hoped his newfound fame would shine a lasting spotlight on India’s endangered traditional performing arts, and for a brief period it did. But public interest quickly waned, and as opportunities for public performance dried up, even skilled magicians with generations of family training found it nearly impossible to make a sustainable living. One of those who left the craft is 40-year-old Imam Khan, who now earns roughly 200 rupees ($2 USD) a day collecting recyclable waste from Delhi’s streets near a large municipal dump.

    Industry analysts and cultural researchers point to multiple interconnected factors driving the decline of street performance, with the changing nature of public spaces at the top of the list. Anurupa Roy, founder of the Katkatha Puppet Arts Trust, explains that many public spaces have become increasingly restricted: closed municipal parks and gated residential communities that bar outside visitors have eliminated many of the most popular performance spots for street artists. Researcher and performer Komita Dhanda adds that heightened security measures in dense urban centers have also crowded out performance opportunities, noting that even well-established street theatre groups like Jana Natya Manch, where she works, regularly face bureaucratic barriers to staging public shows.

    Compounding the issue of limited space is the lack of a clear national regulatory framework for busking in India. Unlike the United Kingdom, which has a standardized federal system for street performance, India leaves regulation of public performance up to individual states. Performers must navigate a patchwork of inconsistent local rules around public order, noise pollution, obstruction of public land, and anti-begging laws—since the line between voluntary donations for performance and public begging is often left undefined. As lawyer Kaushik Mitra notes, this legal ambiguity means street performers regularly face penalties and crackdowns from police and municipal authorities.

    The global COVID-19 pandemic delivered a final, devastating blow to an already struggling industry. When India implemented national lockdowns in 2020, all public performances came to an abrupt halt. Many out-of-work performers returned to their rural home villages, and large numbers never came back to urban centers to resume their craft. “We saw a sharp decline in public performances after this period,” Dhanda says. “The brunt was especially harsh for street magicians and performers, many of whom did not return to cities.”

    For the performers who did stay and continue their trade, challenges have only grown worse. Forty-two-year-old Shahim Khan still performs on Delhi’s streets, sometimes bringing his 12-year-old daughter Alia along with him. But where he once could stage four or five shows a day in busy central areas and earn 1,000 to 1,200 rupees, he is now confined to out-of-the-way industrial parks, barely managing two shows a day for just 200 to 400 rupees in earnings.

    The rise of short-form digital entertainment has also eaten into the audience for traditional street performance, as modern audiences increasingly turn to social media and streaming platforms for leisure. Dhanda notes that shifting cultural tastes have also changed what India showcases to the world, with decades-old international fascination for iconic tricks like the Indian rope trick having faded almost entirely.

    For Ishamuddin Khan, the loss is far more than economic—he fears that a centuries-old cultural tradition will disappear entirely if no new generation takes up the craft. “A trick can survive only if someone learns it,” he says. His own son Altamash performed alongside him as a teenager, but has now left the craft to work decorating parties with balloons. Years without consistent practice have eroded his skills, and he admits he is slowly forgetting the tricks his father taught him. Altamash says he always knew he would never match his father’s fame, but never imagined that street performance would become an unviable profession entirely. “I knew I may not achieve the fame my father has, but I did not think there would come a time when performing would not remain an option,” he says.

  • Pretorius breaks Gayle’s T20 record score

    Pretorius breaks Gayle’s T20 record score

    South African cricket prodigy Lhuan-dre Pretorius has etched his name into the record books of T20 cricket, breaking the 11-year-old record for the highest individual score in men’s T20 cricket with a stunning unbeaten 188 in the CSA T20 Challenge held at Bloemfontein’s Mangaung Oval.

    The 20-year-old international, who already has Test, ODI and T20 caps for South Africa, delivered a masterclass in power hitting to anchor his side Titans’ innings, facing just 79 deliveries to reach his historic total. His knock included 13 towering sixes and 15 clinical fours, ending with a blistering strike rate of 237.97 that kept the scoreboard ticking at a relentless pace.

    Pretorius’s innings was a study in controlled aggression from the first ball. He brought up his half-century off just 24 deliveries, then accelerated even further to reach his century in only 40 balls – 16 additional deliveries after his fifty. He crossed the 150-mark in 58 balls, surpassing the previous record of 175 set by West Indian legend Chris Gayle in the 2013 Indian Premier League, where Gayle hit the score for Royal Challengers Bangalore against Pune Warriors.

    By the end of Titans’ 20 overs, the side had posted an imposing total of 267 runs for the loss of just three wickets, putting Knights under enormous pressure from the start of their run chase. Knights could never recover from the high required run rate, being bowled out for 143 in 17.2 overs, with top scorer Patrick Cloete making 39 off 25 deliveries. Medium-pacer Ferreira was the pick of Titans’ bowlers, taking three wickets for just 16 runs, to help seal a dominant 124-run victory for the franchise.

    Already a established member of South Africa’s national setup across all three formats, Pretorius has already hit a century in both Test cricket and T20I cricket for the Proteas, adding this domestic record to his growing list of career achievements at just 20 years old.

  • Lapid says young Israelis told him ‘even babies’ in Gaza should be killed

    Lapid says young Israelis told him ‘even babies’ in Gaza should be killed

    A stark warning about deepening radicalization among young Israelis has been issued by former Israeli prime minister Yair Lapid, who recounted alarming conversations with youth that exposed dehumanizing views toward Palestinians in Gaza amid the ongoing military campaign in the enclave.

    During a Wednesday interview, Lapid described a recent, emotionally charged meeting with a group of young Israelis, where he encountered extreme rhetoric that shocked even the veteran centrist politician. He told reporters that participants in the meeting openly embraced the idea that there are no innocent people in Gaza, and that all Palestinians there should be killed. When Lapid pushed back and asked whether this belief extended to infants, the group responded that even two-week-old babies should be killed, arguing the children would eventually grow up to become threatening to Israel, Lapid recounted.

    In the wake of these revelations, Lapid drew a sharp line between the radical views he heard from the youth and the core values Israel claims to stand for. “So, Hamas won,” he stated, emphasizing that these extreme positions directly mirror the violent, dehumanizing standards of the militant group Hamas. “That’s what it wanted. For us to become like them.”

    Lapid, who currently leads the centrist-right Together party alliance and held the prime ministership for five months before Benjamin Netanyahu returned to power in late 2022, placed much of the blame for this dangerous ideological shift on the current Israeli government. He argued that the administration has failed to condemn or discipline far-right ministers and officials who have openly called for the starvation of Palestinian children, creating a vacuum of moral leadership that allows extreme views to spread. This failure, he said, has caused deep internal damage to Israel, eroding the country’s long-stated commitment to upholding distinct values that separate it from the violent groups it fights.

    The former prime maker also criticized the government for severely damaging Israel’s global standing over the past three years, a trend he said has accelerated sharply amid the Gaza war. While Lapid affirmed that he views Israel’s current military campaign in Gaza as a just war against Hamas and dismissed accusations of genocide as unfounded nonsense, he stressed an uncompromising moral principle: “children shouldn’t die in grown-ups’ wars, period.”

    Lapid’s comments arrive against a backdrop of mounting data and polling that confirms a measurable rightward shift among younger generations of Jewish Israelis. A recent poll conducted by prominent Israeli outlet Channel 12 News found that 74% of Jewish Israelis between the ages of 18 and 22 identify as right-wing or center-right. Fifteen percent of these young respondents explicitly back far-right parties, including Itamar Ben Gvir’s Otzma Yehudit and Bezalel Smotrich’s Religious Zionist Party – two factions that openly advocate for the forced expulsion of all Palestinians from the occupied Palestinian territories of Gaza and the West Bank.

    Independent anecdotal evidence from last month echoed these polling findings. A student mock election held at a Ramat Gan high school saw the same three far-right groups – Otzma Yehudit, Religious Zionist Party, and the new far-right faction Amcha Yisrael – capture nearly 15% of the student vote. This represented a 10 percentage point jump in support for far-right candidates at the school compared to the last mock election held in 2022.

    Another high-profile incident from last month also highlighted the spread of extreme anti-Palestinian sentiment among youth. Lior Schleien, a left-leaning Israeli comedian who has traveled across the country interviewing young people about their political views, was forced to delete a viral social media video featuring a young Jewish Israeli openly calling for the mass murder of all Arabs. In the clip, which was removed after the young man’s shocked parents requested its deletion, the youth told Schleien: “Give me a knife, I’ll murder them. Every Arab.” When questioned, he doubled down, claiming every Jewish Israeli should be armed to kill as many Arabs as possible.

    While these extreme comments drew widespread attention online, data shows that the core belief that there are no innocent people in Gaza is already widely held across Israeli society. A poll conducted last year found that 64% of all Israeli adults agree with that statement. Academic research from 2024 further reinforces the trend of rising hawkishness among younger Israelis, concluding that the current generation of young Israelis “have increasingly displayed more hawkish attitudes than older generations, coupled with a stronger inclination towards right-wing identification”, alongside rising levels of religious observance compared to older cohorts.

  • King’s Caribbean tour will not shy away from ‘darkest days of our past’

    King’s Caribbean tour will not shy away from ‘darkest days of our past’

    Buckingham Palace has confirmed that King Charles III will not avoid confronting the “darkest days of our shared history” during his upcoming eight-day tour of the Caribbean, a visit that comes as growing demands for a formal apology and reparations for Britain’s role in the transatlantic slave trade hang over the royal trip.

    Kicking off on October 27, King Charles and Queen Camilla will first travel to Antigua and Barbuda to attend the biennial Commonwealth Heads of Government Meeting, before making official stops in the Bahamas and Guyana. The tour has emerged as a pivotal moment for the British monarchy, as Caribbean nations continue to push for accountability for the harms of colonialism and chattel slavery that lasted centuries.

    During the visit, royal sources confirm the King will face renewed public and official calls to issue a formal state apology for the UK’s participation in the transatlantic slave trade, as well as answer questions about potential financial reparations for the intergenerational harm of the system of enslavement. Multiple sources familiar with the planning, reporting via PA Media, confirm that the UK government has not advised the King to issue an apology or commit to reparation payments, aligning with the existing official British position on the issue.

    This is not the first time the King has addressed the legacy of slavery. In previous public remarks, he has openly shared his “personal sorrow” over Britain’s role, calling the transatlantic slave trade an “atrocity” that “forever stains our history.” A spokesperson for Buckingham Palace reiterated this stance in their official statement, noting that ongoing conversations about colonial legacy and the lasting impact of enslavement are both critical and necessary.

    “While these are primarily matters for Governments to address, His Majesty’s previous statements on them have been unequivocal,” the spokesperson added. The palace also clarified that the tour will center heavily on the “vibrant present and promising future” of each Caribbean nation the couple visits, framing the trip as an opportunity to strengthen modern ties between the Commonwealth partners.

    For years, nations across Africa and the Caribbean have organized collective calls for formal accountability and reparations from Western countries that amassed wealth from the transatlantic slave trade. Most recently, in September 2025, the Jamaican government announced it would formally submit a reparation petition to King Charles, who remains the ceremonial head of state for the island nation. Jamaica’s Culture Minister Olivia Grange explained that the petition will request the King refer three key legal questions about the legality of the enslavement of African people in Jamaica to the Judicial Committee of the Privy Council, the UK-based court of final appeal for many Commonwealth nations.

    The UK government has repeatedly rejected calls for reparation payments. A Downing Street spokesperson reaffirmed this position just last month, acknowledging that the transatlantic slave trade was “abhorrent” while restating that the UK would not offer financial compensation for the historic injustice.

    As the King prepares for the tour, the conversation around slavery reparations remains one of the most pressing issues facing the modern Commonwealth, with the trip widely seen as a test of the monarchy’s willingness to acknowledge and address its historic ties to colonial exploitation.

  • Ex-US congressman sentenced to 10 years in prison for $50m lobbying scheme

    Ex-US congressman sentenced to 10 years in prison for $50m lobbying scheme

    In a landmark federal corruption case that stretches across U.S.-Venezuela diplomatic tensions, one-term former Republican U.S. Representative David Rivera of Florida has received a 10-year federal prison sentence after being convicted of two serious felonies: money laundering and acting as an undeclared foreign agent on behalf of the Nicolás Maduro regime.

    The 61-year-old ex-lawmaker, who held his congressional seat from 2011 to 2013, was found guilty by a jury in May following a seven-week trial that laid bare a covert $50 million influence campaign orchestrated through his private consulting firm. Prosecutors laid out that the contract was issued by Citgo, the U.S.-based subsidiary of Venezuelan state-owned oil giant PDVSA, at the direct direction of Maduro’s government during 2017 and 2018, a period of extreme diplomatic friction between Washington and Caracas under the first Trump administration. At that time, the Trump administration had imposed sweeping economic sanctions on Venezuela in response to its authoritarian political shifts.

    Court documents and trial testimony revealed Rivera and his co-defendant, long-time political consultant Esther Nuhfer, were contracted to lobby sitting members of Congress and senior White House officials to push for softer U.S. policy toward Venezuela. Among the targets of their lobbying efforts was Secretary of State Marco Rubio, who was then serving as a U.S. Senator from Florida and had once shared a home with Rivera. Another high-profile target was former senior White House advisor Kellyanne Conway.

    Both Rubio and Texas Congressman Pete Sessions testified during the trial that they had no knowledge of Rivera’s hidden ties to the Venezuelan government, and neither has been implicated in any wrongdoing. Defense attorneys for Rivera and Nuhfer mounted a case arguing that the pair did not have a legal obligation to register as foreign agents, because their lobbying contract was formally with Citgo, the U.S. subsidiary, rather than the Venezuelan government directly.

    That argument failed to sway the court, however. At Friday’s sentencing hearing, U.S. District Judge Melissa Damian made clear that the origin of the funds was not in question, stating “There’s no dispute this money came from the Maduro regime.” In addition to the 10-year prison term, Rivera was ordered to forfeit all of his owned real estate properties in the state of Florida as part of his sentence. Nuhfer, who was also convicted alongside Rivera on the same charges, is scheduled to receive her sentence at a later date. The case marks one of the highest-profile convictions for undeclared foreign lobbying involving a former member of Congress in recent years.

  • Hawaii’s iconic 550-year-old Hōlei Sea Arch collapses

    Hawaii’s iconic 550-year-old Hōlei Sea Arch collapses

    One of Hawaii’s most photographed natural landmarks, the 90-foot-tall Hōlei Sea Arch, a lava rock formation carved by coastal erosion over 550 years, has officially collapsed into the Pacific Ocean, the U.S. National Park Service (NPS) has confirmed.

    Though the exact moment of the collapse was not captured, NPS officials confirmed the structure was still standing intact along the Volcanoes National Park coastline on September 23. By September 27, the entire arch had disappeared into the surf.

    Park managers have anticipated this event for years, noting long-standing signs of instability along the cliffs flanking the iconic arch. As early as 2021, NPS publicly warned that the fragile formation would eventually crumble, a prediction that has now come to pass.

    Nestled at the southern end of the Big Island’s Chain of Craters Road, Hōlei Sea Arch has been a bucket-list stop for tourists and landscape photographers for decades, drawing thousands of visitors annually to capture its dramatic lava silhouette against the Pacific.

    Investigations into the collapse point to a combination of long-term geological damage and recent extreme weather as the driving forces. Officials believe the arch fell during the temporary closure of Volcanoes National Park last weekend, when Tropical Storm Nolo brought large swells and powerful storms to the Hawaiian islands. This event capped years of incremental damage: the 2018 Kīlauea eruption and subsequent summit collapse left major structural weaknesses in the surrounding cliffs, and 2020 tropical storm waves already broke off a large segment of rock from the arch’s base. In response to growing safety risks, NPS closed the original close-up viewing area in January 2020 and opened a new overlook at a safer distance several months later.

    In a statement following the collapse, NPS framed the event as a natural part of the ever-evolving coastal landscape of Hawaii. “This formation is beautiful, but temporary, and has a limited life span,” the agency reiterated in comments echoing its 2021 warning. “The sea arch will eventually crumble into the sea. However, others will replace it as the cliff slowly migrates inland.”

    News of the arch’s disappearance has sparked widespread reflection on social media, where thousands of users have interacted with NPS’s official announcement. Visitors have shared personal memories of visiting the landmark and posted their own photos of the now-vanished formation, with many commenting on the transient nature of natural wonders. One Facebook user summed up the widespread sentiment: “Nothing and no one is here forever. Millions of years from now the sun will die. Appreciate the good, the beauty, now.”

  • World’s largest nursing union cuts ties with Israeli drugmaker Teva

    World’s largest nursing union cuts ties with Israeli drugmaker Teva

    The Royal College of Nursing (RCN), the largest nursing union globally with a membership of nearly 600,000 healthcare professionals across the United Kingdom, has formally terminated all commercial ties with Teva UK, the regional subsidiary of Israeli pharmaceutical giant Teva — the world’s largest producer of generic medications. The decision came in response to sustained grassroots campaigning by two pro-Palestine healthcare advocacy groups, Nurses for Palestine and UK Healthcare Petitions to Royal Colleges (UKHPRC), which spent months pushing the union leadership to cut the corporate partnership.

  • US murderer Christa Pike unconscious and on ventilator after failed execution, lawyers say

    US murderer Christa Pike unconscious and on ventilator after failed execution, lawyers say

    A botched lethal injection execution attempt has thrown Tennessee’s capital punishment system into crisis, leaving the state’s only female death row inmate critically ill after corrections officials failed to end her life as scheduled.

    Christa Pike, 50, who was sentenced to death for the 1995 brutal murder of 19-year-old Colleen Slemmer, was administered two full doses of the lethal drug pentobarbital Wednesday during the planned execution. Instead of dying as intended, she survived, and was transported by ambulance to a Nashville-area hospital for emergency care. By Thursday night, court filings from her legal team confirmed Pike remained unconscious, intubated and dependent on a ventilator while medical staff work to flush the drug from her system and save her life.

    Court documents detail a harrowing sequence of errors during the execution procedure. According to Pike’s attorneys, execution team members used at least seven separate needles in repeated attempts to place a functional intravenous (IV) line, with one needle bending to a 90-degree angle before it was removed. At one point, Pike herself was forced to guide the team to potential vein sites. Throughout the administration of the lethal doses, her lawyers report, Pike could be heard crying, whimpering, and breathing heavily in obvious distress.

    Pike’s legal team had long warned of the high risk of complications for this execution. The inmate lives with thrombocytosis, a blood-clotting disorder, and has naturally small veins, conditions her attorneys argued would make lethal injection unnecessarily painful and difficult to carry out successfully. Their latest court filings allege that at no point during the procedure did the execution team recognize that IV lines had not been correctly placed, and that veins had ruptured, meaning all or part of the pentobarbital never entered Pike’s bloodstream properly.

    An independent anesthesiologist advising the defense, Dr. Joel Zivot, confirmed that two full doses of pentobarbital would have been sufficient to cause death if the drug had entered normal circulation. He told the court the only plausible explanation for Pike’s survival is that the pentobarbital never reached a lethal concentration in her blood. Blisters found on Pike’s arm after the attempt, Zivot added, point to ruptured veins that caused the drug to leak into soft tissue under her skin rather than entering circulation. He also noted that Pike’s thrombocytosis may have contributed, forming blood clots at the injection site that blocked the drug from moving into veins, while degraded pentobarbital from poor manufacturing or improper storage is another potential contributing factor.

    In the wake of the failed execution, Pike’s legal team has taken two major actions: they have filed an emergency motion demanding that all physical, written and electronic evidence related to the botched procedure be preserved for investigation, and they are now pushing to have Pike’s death sentence commuted, arguing the botched attempt constitutes cruel and unusual punishment.

    The botched execution went forward despite multiple last-minute legal challenges. The U.S. Supreme Court rejected two separate bids to halt the procedure, and Tennessee Governor Bill Lee denied Pike’s request for clemency ahead of the attempt.

    To contextualize the case: Pike was just 18 years old when she, alongside her then 17-year-old boyfriend Tadaryl Shipp, tortured and killed Slemmer, a fellow college student, in Knoxville. The murder was motivated by Pike’s belief that Slemmer had insulted her and tried to steal Shipp. Shipp was spared the death penalty under Tennessee law because he was a minor at the time of the crime, and remains incarcerated on a life sentence with the possibility of parole. The case drew intense local media attention, leading to Pike’s death sentence in 1996.

    In response to the botched attempt, Governor Lee has ordered a independent external review of the incident, and has immediately suspended all scheduled executions in Tennessee for the remainder of the year. The Tennessee Department of Corrections has thus far defended its execution protocol, stating that its procedures do not allow for additional steps beyond those that were carried out during the attempt. State authorities have not yet offered any public explanation for what went wrong, nor have they confirmed whether they will attempt to execute Pike a second time in the future.

  • How widely used is the death penalty in the US?

    How widely used is the death penalty in the US?

    In recent weeks, the death penalty has reemerged as a major topic of public discussion and media scrutiny in the United States, following a highly unusual and disturbing incident in Tennessee. Last month, death row inmate Christa Pike survived two separate attempts at lethal injection, when execution teams struggled repeatedly to find usable veins to administer the fatal drugs. This botched procedure has reignited long-simmering debates over capital punishment, leaving many Americans asking a fundamental question: just how widespread is the use of the death penalty across the country today?

    To understand the current landscape, it is important to note that the application of capital punishment varies dramatically from state to state. As of 2024, 27 states currently maintain legal provisions for the death penalty, while 23 states plus the District of Columbia have abolished it entirely. Even among states that still allow capital punishment, many have not carried out an execution in years, or even decades. For example, states like California and Pennsylvania have active death rows but have imposed a formal moratorium on executions put in place by governors and state court rulings.

    Federal data compiled over the past decade shows a steady decline in the number of executions carried out each year. At its peak in the 1990s, there were nearly 100 executions annually across the country, but that number has dropped to fewer than 30 per year in recent years. This decline can be attributed to a number of factors, including growing public concern over wrongful convictions, shifting political attitudes in some states, and legal challenges that have made it harder to obtain the necessary drugs for lethal injections.

    The botched execution attempt in Tennessee is just one example of the ongoing challenges that death penalty states face when carrying out capital punishment. Many pharmaceutical companies, under pressure from human rights groups, have stopped selling lethal injection drugs to prison systems, forcing states to turn to untested drug combinations that carry a higher risk of prolonged, painful executions. This issue, combined with ongoing legal battles over the constitutionality of lethal injection, has led to growing numbers of delays and high-profile failures like the one that left Pike alive after two attempts.

    Public opinion on the death penalty has also shifted in recent decades. While a majority of Americans still support capital punishment for murder in polling, that support has dropped significantly from its high point in the 1990s, and a growing share of Americans now believe that the death penalty is applied unfairly, particularly along racial and socioeconomic lines. These shifting attitudes, combined with legal challenges and practical difficulties, have led many legal analysts to predict that the use of capital punishment will continue to decline across the United States in the coming years.

  • Death, displacement and disease: A young Gaza doctor on life under Israeli bombardment

    Death, displacement and disease: A young Gaza doctor on life under Israeli bombardment

    In a raw, firsthand account recorded inside the besieged Gaza Strip for the premiere episode of Middle East Eye’s *The Gaza Podcast*, 24-year-old newly graduated Palestinian doctor Maryam Youssef has laid bare the unimaginable realities of practicing medicine amid ongoing conflict, systemic deprivation, and unprocessed collective trauma.

    Youssef’s journey at Nasser Hospital in Khan Younis began after her family was displaced for the second time by Israeli military operations, leaving her with no safe alternative but to volunteer at the facility that would become both her workplace and her home. Like nearly every medical center across Gaza, Nasser has faced repeated Israeli targeting, sieges, and raids—including a weeks-long major military siege in early 2024 and a deadly double-tap airstrike in August 2025 that left dozens dead.

    Just 48 hours into her role at the hospital, Youssef contracted chickenpox, a highly contagious infection that forced her to isolate alone in a small room for four to five days while Israeli bombs pounded the surrounding area. She hid her illness from her grieving mother, who had recently lost her brother, waiting weeks to share the news to avoid adding to her family’s pain. “The first two days no one knew. On the third day, my colleagues noticed and got me some medication,” Youssef recalled to podcast host Hussam Tannera. Like all residents of Gaza during Israel’s complete blockade on food entry, Youssef lived with constant hunger: “I think I was hungry most of the time, just as everyone else was. I was drained because even before this, I was staying in the hospital most of the time.”

    Systemic shortages of medical supplies have forced Gaza’s medical workers to make impossible compromises that compromise patient care, Youssef explained. “Because of the blockade, we have had to re-use single-use items. You have to hold scissors at a certain angle if you want them to cut. That’s not the best way to treat patients, but because of our situation we have to think about what not only is best, but also what do we have.”

    The trauma of conflict has left deep, unprocessed scars for Youssef, who lost her uncle and his entire family in an Israeli strike—learning of their deaths only through a Telegram news alert, when she could not reach her mother by phone to confirm the news. Rather than stepping back to grieve, she threw herself into treating wounded civilians in the hospital’s emergency department to cope: “There were multiple casualties downstairs, and that’s how I kept myself busy.”

    For months, Youssef operated in a constant state of “survival mode,” a psychological defense mechanism that allowed her to keep caring for patients but prevented her from processing her own loss and trauma. It is only in recent weeks, after the October 2025 ceasefire, that she has begun to unpack what she lived through. “I don’t think I have processed it. I’m processing right now. When you’re in that mode, you’re in survival mode, and I think I just recently unlocked this mode, because this is a very big burden, and I didn’t feel like I am ready to face it yet,” she said. Today, she uses dark humor as a coping mechanism: “I make a lot of jokes about what life was like at the hospital. I think this is my way of processing it. It’s a defence mechanism.”

    Youssef’s account is far from an individual story. It reflects the broader humanitarian and health crisis that continues to grip Gaza months after the ceasefire was declared. According to World Health Organization (WHO) data, more than 1.7 million Palestinians remain internally displaced, most living in overcrowded makeshift shelters with inadequate access to clean water, sanitation, and basic shelter. The UN Office for the Coordination of Humanitarian Affairs (OCHA) reports that 94 percent of Gaza’s population is in urgent need of shelter and basic household assistance. As of last week, the WHO confirmed only 19 of Gaza’s 36 pre-war hospitals are even partially functioning, with no facility operating at full capacity. Critical supplies including essential medicines, diagnostic tools, medical equipment, and fuel remain in catastrophic short supply. The WHO has also estimated that roughly one million Gazans require mental health and psychological support to address the prolonged trauma of war and displacement.

    Contrary to widespread international narratives that life has returned to normal in Gaza after the ceasefire, Youssef says the war has merely reshaped itself into a constant, grinding reality. “Most people believe that life is going on and we have moved on,” she said. “The war reshaped itself. It’s not constant bombing all the time, and it’s not like before when 100 people are dying every day… but it’s still happening, it’s a constant rhythm.” Palestinian authorities confirm that at least 1,402 Palestinians have been killed and nearly 5,000 injured since the October 2025 ceasefire took effect.

    Youssef’s comments come as the gap between official reconstruction plans and on-the-ground reality continues to widen. Last week, the US-backed Board of Peace unveiled its long-awaited recovery framework for Gaza, with senior adviser Jared Kushner, US President Donald Trump’s son-in-law, acknowledging that progress has been far slower than projected. While the board says $18 billion in reconstruction funding has been pledged internationally, only $280 million has actually been disbursed for on-the-ground projects. Full recovery and reconstruction are estimated to cost $71.4 billion over the next decade.

    Board of Peace director-general Nickolay Mladenov admitted that major political obstacles have delayed implementation, particularly amid ongoing Israeli election cycles that have made diplomatic negotiations far more fraught. “Discussions with Israel right now are not easy because of the elections there. Everything is a little bit more emotional, a little bit more politically sensitive,” Mladenov said, adding that the board has no fixed timeline for delivery: “We are not bound by a calendar – we’re bound by verification.”

    Today, Youssef continues her medical internship at a primary healthcare clinic in Gaza, still working to care for a population grappling with the unending consequences of war, while slowly working through her own trauma. Her account offers an unflinching reminder of the human cost of conflict that persists long after ceasefire declarations make global headlines.