‘Kick up the a**e I needed’: Bronson Xerri vows to see out his Bulldogs deal in raw interview after NRL recall

For Canterbury Bulldogs centre Bronson Xerri, the past four weeks have been one of the most turbulent stretches of his recent NRL career – a period clouded by demotion, swirling exit rumours and public speculation about his future at the club. Now, back in first grade following a stint in the NSW Cup, the 25-year-old has broken his silence on the controversy, framing his reserve-grade drop as the reality check he needed to reignite his focus on the team.

The drama began immediately after Canterbury’s opening-round win in Las Vegas, where Xerri was sensationally dropped from the top squad in a move that shocked fans and pundits alike. Conflicting reports emerged in the aftermath of the decision, with some claiming the demotion stemmed from poor on-field form, others pointing to questions over his attitude, and many suggesting the shift came after Xerri pushed back against playing on the right edge following captain Stephen Crichton’s move to the left side of the pitch.

Over two matches in reserve grade, Xerri turned out for the Bulldogs’ feeder side, notching an early try against the Canberra Raiders – but off the field, speculation about his desire to force a contract release dominated rugby league headlines. Canterbury head coach Cameron Ciraldo initially made clear he was disappointed by how Xerri reacted to the demotion, but in recent days has shifted to praise for the 25-year-old’s turnaround.

A further point of confusion emerged on Good Friday, when Ciraldo brought on halfback Sean O’Sullivan to replace the injured Crichton rather than turning to a specialist centre like Xerri, leading many to assume Xerri had fallen completely out of the club’s favour. It has since been revealed that the decision was rooted in club medical staff’s initial assessment that Crichton’s injury was not severe enough to require a permanent positional shift, not a snub to the out-of-favour centre.

Xerri made his return to first grade last Thursday, where the Bulldogs pulled off a stunning upset win over reigning premiers Penrith. In post-match comments, he acknowledged the past month had been a difficult stretch, but pushed back on the widespread reports of a rift, saying his only focus has always been doing what is best for Canterbury.

“It’s been tough,” Xerri told reporters after the game. “But as long as the boys within the four walls and the staff know my intentions here, I’m happy. Whatever was reported was out of my control. As long as the team and all the boys knew my intentions with everything, that’s all that matters.”

When asked point-blank whether he had ever requested a release from the final year of his current Bulldogs contract, Xerri declined to comment, saying “I’m not going to say anything, sorry.” But he was open about reflecting on the past few weeks, noting that the current turbulence pales in comparison to the four-year doping suspension he served after a positive drugs test in 2019 – an experience that taught him how to navigate professional adversity.

“I went home and asked some hard questions about myself and came back, got the opportunity tonight and tried to take it with both hands,” he said. “I have a really good support system with my family. I’ve been through something similar with this – much worse to be fair – so I know how to handle these things.”

While the exact root cause of his initial demotion remains unconfirmed, Xerri said the drop to reserve grade was a necessary wake-up call that exposed his own complacency in training. “I just got a bit comfortable in myself. I wasn’t really giving it my all at training. So it was that kick up the arse I needed,” he explained. “I’m a true believer in that everything happens for a reason. Me and ‘Ciro’ had some tough conversations, but I’ve got nothing but love and respect for Ciro and this club.”

The stint in reserve grade also reinforced what he stands to lose, he added: “When it’s all gone, you don’t realise what you’ve got. When I was playing NSW Cup, I was like ‘This is not where I belong, this is not where I want to be’. I came into training and just put my best foot forward.”

Xerri thanked his teammates for checking in on his mental health throughout the stretch, saying “it was good to be back where I belong” after his stint in the lower grade. Against Penrith, he set up a try on his preferred left edge, but stressed he is willing to adapt to any role the coaching staff needs, even playing on the right side when Crichton returns from injury.

“I definitely feel more natural on the left,” he admitted. “But I am capable of doing the job on the right. Ciro has spoken about that. I’ve always said to Ciro that I’ll do what’s best for the team, so wherever he wants to put me, that’s where I’ll play.”

With one year remaining on his current contract, Xerri reaffirmed his intention to see out the full deal at Belmore. For his part, Ciraldo said he was thrilled with Xerri’s performance and maturity in his first game back, highlighting an underrated improvement that flew under the radar for spectators.

“The most pleasing thing which no one would have seen is how well he was communicating out there. The players in there were all talking about that, and that was something he needed to go and work on,” Ciraldo said. “People in the stands might not see that or value that as much as we do, but it’s awesome to see that he’s brought that into his game.”