Sam Ryder: I felt I was worthless

Sam Ryder, the UK’s Eurovision sensation, has embarked on a transformative journey, both personally and musically, culminating in his latest album, *Heartland*. After achieving global fame with his Eurovision hit *Space Man*, Ryder faced a series of challenges that tested his resilience and authenticity. His debut album, rushed in the aftermath of his Eurovision success, received mixed reviews, with critics labeling it as uninspired. The situation worsened when his record label dismissed the team that had supported his rise, prompting Ryder to leave the label and pursue an independent path. This decision, while empowering, led to a period of self-doubt and depression. Ryder retreated from the spotlight, locking away his phone and questioning his worth as an artist. However, a move to Nashville, the spiritual home of country music, marked the beginning of his recovery. Inspired by the city’s creative energy, Ryder found solace in long, solitary walks and reconnected with his faith and partner, Lois Gaskin-Barber. These experiences shaped *Heartland*, an album that reflects a newfound maturity and authenticity. Departing from the retro rock of *Space Man*, Ryder explores a more introspective sound, blending soulful vocals with a desert aesthetic he calls ‘Frontier Soul.’ Tracks like *Armour* and *Better Man* delve into themes of vulnerability and resilience, while others pay tribute to his enduring relationship with Gaskin-Barber. Despite the struggles, Ryder remains optimistic, viewing his trials as a test of his positivity. ‘What is optimism, if it’s not tested?’ he reflects. With *Heartland*, Ryder has not only reclaimed his artistic identity but also solidified his place as a musician of substance and depth.